Most Depressing Version Of The 12 Days of Xmas

I have been sicker and sicker lately. The doctor had an ultra sound of my abdomen done. I got the tech to talk. Turns out I have gallstones. Cause what I needed was another illness to with all the others. I mean who gets kidney stones, gallstones, pulmonary embolisms, scoliosis, allergies, etc... the list goes on. Does my body have some list of demands it's got posted somewhere in my body but the doctors just haven't found it yet? They tested me for every known autoimmune disorder out there and nothing. I don't know what to do anymore. I think if I just went to sleep and failed to wake up one day it might be a blessing.