OBGYN

So I saw my OBGYN on tuesday. It was a good news bad news visit. I can go ahead and have a baby. I can stay on arixtra. However, AriXtra does travel the placenta. It hasn't been found to cause birth defects but they've really only had case studies and no long term data. Something might happen that can't be predicted. If I go back on the Lovenox as the doctor would like I'll be sick as sick can be and might lose the baby. If I don't I might be endangering my baby later in life. Just kill me will you. Oh and the GI doctor has to figure out what the F he plans to do about my gallstones. If I need surgery I need to before baby or it has to wait til afterward.

Vacation

I went on vacation this weekend and had so much fun. We left thursday morning early and just got back into town this afternoon. I only had one bad day. I had some coffee and pizza in one day and suddenly I felt awful. I'm debating changing my diet. It's always something I swore I'd never do. I love cheese, chocolate, and coffee. I'm thinking about seriously limiting how much of those things I eat. It makes me feel icky.

You're What?

So my sister and I don't really get along. She's got middle child syndrome and I'm your typical eldest child. So we clash. On top of that I'm 5'9", with dirty blond hair, overweight, and I'm glad grand tracks of land. My sister is 5'7", blond hair, 95 lbs soaking wet, and with no boobs (see weight). So, there's some body issues on both sides. Her husband, her, and her kid lives in my parents house. She's been talking about wanting to have a second child. I thought there is no way that someone would go about having a child while living with their parents. After all, my parents can't possibly be happy having a screaming two year old in their house already. Why would you bring another child into their house? Yesterday my sister called me and told me she is pregnant again. On top of that, she wants me to be the godmother. I said yes. I may hate my sister but I love her too. She's my sister. But dear gawd get your own place. Stop giving Mom and Dad a hard time by living in two of their rooms. You don't need that stress either.

http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/14335112/ns/today-parenting/t/what-are-effects-middle-child-syndrome/
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Conscious Sedation

Conscious sedation is wonderful. I had a wonderful nights sleep after my procedure on Friday. I don't even remember them giving my the drugs. I remember the them putting a bite thing in my mouth and then I remember the doctor talking to my husband in the recovery room. We managed to go get some dinner and then off to dream world I was once again. I slept from like 6:30pm til 6:30am. I haven't slept like that since I was a teenager and I'm in my 30's now.

Feel Sick, Feel Sick, Feel Sick

So, in case you didn't get it, I feel sick. I feel so sick I'm worried that I wont get to take my vacation. I worry that I'll be admitted to the hospital tomorrow after my dr's apt. I'm also in a bit of pain. I really want this to stop. Right now, I'm pretty sure that I'd rather be dead then going through this much longer. I'm almost in enough pain to have my husband take me to the hospital. The only reason I'm not current in route is that I'm schedule for a endoscope in the morning.

If 1 Isn't Working Try 2

Or at least that's what my doctor seems to think. I hate it so much. I finally called him and said you know that pill you gave me, well I'm still not feeling better. First of all, I called on Thursday. I finally heard back from him on Monday. If that wasn't bad enough his response was well since one in the morning isn't working try one in the morning and one at night. Right now I feel so sick I pretty sure I'm going to throw up. Pain on the right side and nausea. Yeah, this couldn't possibly be gallstones. Why can't we just take the F'er out. Grrrrrrrrr

Work Sucks

I'm sick of work. I know everyone hates there job. My boss has made it clear I'm not being promoted. At least they're getting me off registers from time to time. It's better then nothing but I just have little to no motivation to work hard. I mean you tell someone btw you can't get anymore raises and I'm not promoting you. What do you think will happen?

Working on my writing. Wish me luck.

It's Not Working

Ok, Mr doctor man, I did it your way. I tried your drug for acid reflex even though there were few to no indications that I have issues with acid reflex. It's not working. My nausea has little to nothing to do with acid reflex. My nausea is because of my Gallstones. I appreciate you not being cut happy and wanted to rule everything out first but lets move forward please.

Closing Time

Dear annoying customer,

I know you want to buy things. I know we're a store. We're closing minutes now. Please, get your bum up to registers and check out. I'm in a lot of pain and I am out of patience to follow you around asking you if you're sure there is nothing I can't help you with.

Ok, Ma'am, We closed five minutes ago. I would really like to get home to see my husband before he goes to sleep. Is there something you need help with? Soon my manager will close the system and we wont be able to ring that massive pile of crap you have in your arms.

WTF! you finally got in line. I thought for sure you were ready to go. I stopped cleaning up and came over to ring you up only to find you still browsing. Is there something you are still looking for?

No, B*tch, we don't have that. We've been closed 10 min now and I have to have this drawer, the safe, the deposit, and the change order counted in 20 minutes now. Can you just bring that crap here? Please.

Finally, you bought your crap. Please, let me help you leave. What was that? a man told you we were closed but you figured you'd enter and shop anyway? Please, just leave.

The Overworked and Underpaid

I Hate The Wait!

As you know, if you've been following my posts, I have gallstones. They hurt a lot. They hurt way more whenever I eat. My doctor is dicking around looking for other possible problems. I always eat when I'm upset or nauseated. When you eat when you have gallstones it's painful and makes you more nauseated. So I get nauseated and I eat and I get more nauseated and I eat and then I'm doubled over in pain. I fear that I'm going to have to cancel my vacation. I'd hate to cancel it. I'm just going to schedule the surgery for the second I come back.

I feel like I've been bitching about the same thing over and over. Sorry.

Say Cheese

On the 17th of June they're going to put me under and then take pictures of my insides. I'm not particularly happy about it. Honestly, I'd prefer not to go through it since I'm sure that I'll wake up during it. I have gallstones and usually they remove the gallbladder to treat that. My doctor wants to rule everything out first. But ruling things out really does seem like it's going to take forever. I hate this.