Feel Sick, Feel Sick, Feel Sick

So, in case you didn't get it, I feel sick. I feel so sick I'm worried that I wont get to take my vacation. I worry that I'll be admitted to the hospital tomorrow after my dr's apt. I'm also in a bit of pain. I really want this to stop. Right now, I'm pretty sure that I'd rather be dead then going through this much longer. I'm almost in enough pain to have my husband take me to the hospital. The only reason I'm not current in route is that I'm schedule for a endoscope in the morning.