OBGYN

So I saw my OBGYN on tuesday. It was a good news bad news visit. I can go ahead and have a baby. I can stay on arixtra. However, AriXtra does travel the placenta. It hasn't been found to cause birth defects but they've really only had case studies and no long term data. Something might happen that can't be predicted. If I go back on the Lovenox as the doctor would like I'll be sick as sick can be and might lose the baby. If I don't I might be endangering my baby later in life. Just kill me will you. Oh and the GI doctor has to figure out what the F he plans to do about my gallstones. If I need surgery I need to before baby or it has to wait til afterward.

Vacation

I went on vacation this weekend and had so much fun. We left thursday morning early and just got back into town this afternoon. I only had one bad day. I had some coffee and pizza in one day and suddenly I felt awful. I'm debating changing my diet. It's always something I swore I'd never do. I love cheese, chocolate, and coffee. I'm thinking about seriously limiting how much of those things I eat. It makes me feel icky.

You're What?

So my sister and I don't really get along. She's got middle child syndrome and I'm your typical eldest child. So we clash. On top of that I'm 5'9", with dirty blond hair, overweight, and I'm glad grand tracks of land. My sister is 5'7", blond hair, 95 lbs soaking wet, and with no boobs (see weight). So, there's some body issues on both sides. Her husband, her, and her kid lives in my parents house. She's been talking about wanting to have a second child. I thought there is no way that someone would go about having a child while living with their parents. After all, my parents can't possibly be happy having a screaming two year old in their house already. Why would you bring another child into their house? Yesterday my sister called me and told me she is pregnant again. On top of that, she wants me to be the godmother. I said yes. I may hate my sister but I love her too. She's my sister. But dear gawd get your own place. Stop giving Mom and Dad a hard time by living in two of their rooms. You don't need that stress either.

http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/14335112/ns/today-parenting/t/what-are-effects-middle-child-syndrome/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAP3TEE2MDs\

Conscious Sedation

Conscious sedation is wonderful. I had a wonderful nights sleep after my procedure on Friday. I don't even remember them giving my the drugs. I remember the them putting a bite thing in my mouth and then I remember the doctor talking to my husband in the recovery room. We managed to go get some dinner and then off to dream world I was once again. I slept from like 6:30pm til 6:30am. I haven't slept like that since I was a teenager and I'm in my 30's now.

Feel Sick, Feel Sick, Feel Sick

So, in case you didn't get it, I feel sick. I feel so sick I'm worried that I wont get to take my vacation. I worry that I'll be admitted to the hospital tomorrow after my dr's apt. I'm also in a bit of pain. I really want this to stop. Right now, I'm pretty sure that I'd rather be dead then going through this much longer. I'm almost in enough pain to have my husband take me to the hospital. The only reason I'm not current in route is that I'm schedule for a endoscope in the morning.

If 1 Isn't Working Try 2

Or at least that's what my doctor seems to think. I hate it so much. I finally called him and said you know that pill you gave me, well I'm still not feeling better. First of all, I called on Thursday. I finally heard back from him on Monday. If that wasn't bad enough his response was well since one in the morning isn't working try one in the morning and one at night. Right now I feel so sick I pretty sure I'm going to throw up. Pain on the right side and nausea. Yeah, this couldn't possibly be gallstones. Why can't we just take the F'er out. Grrrrrrrrr

Work Sucks

I'm sick of work. I know everyone hates there job. My boss has made it clear I'm not being promoted. At least they're getting me off registers from time to time. It's better then nothing but I just have little to no motivation to work hard. I mean you tell someone btw you can't get anymore raises and I'm not promoting you. What do you think will happen?

Working on my writing. Wish me luck.