I am having numbness on my right hand side that feels like someone slapped a lidocaine patch on it. I have spongy skin on my right rib cage that appears to be bruising. I can't lay down to sleep. I'm just resting in the lazy boy chair now. I'm going to sleep in my lazy boy today. I'm kind of worried that I'm having another clot. I'm worried that the drugs they have me on don't work right.
Today when I went to have a blood test the doctor told me to have she hadn't put in the work. I got on the phone and yelled at their answering machine. I feel bad about yelling at the machine but I'm also so scared. Every time things start to go well something happens and I go spiraling out of control. I'm scared.
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