Rinse and Repeat

While most of us don't actually follow the instruction on the shampoo bottle our illnesses do. My illness sure as hell does. We all have good days we all have bad days but some days you think it'll never get better. I know I am starting to think I should have just let them remove my right lung but then I'm sure I'd have some other kind of problem. Of course, I also have the same problem as yesterdays post. I sometimes wonder if my doctor is even worried about me. One day it feels all better, the next it feels OMG awful. If I get out of breath it turns into a horrible problem the next day. What self respecting 33 year old can't go up and down the stairs for fear of being paralyzed with pain the next day?