Test, Test, Test

So more tests and more pokes. I get more blood taken today. Yet, I'm actually upset by the lack of tests. My doctors run out of tests. She doesn't know what my problem is. She doesn't know and she doesn't want to figure it out. She doesn't want to know cause to her it doesn't change the outcome. She doesn't understand that I wont keep up with her treatment plan without a diagnosis. I wont give myself a shot every day for forever without a diagnosis. I need a diagnosis. I need to know. Now, I need to sit and wait for august to come so I can convince her that she needs to do more test. That or I find a new doctor. A new doctor. A new doctor means starting from the beginning all over again. I've been doing this since July. I thought we were good by August of last year. I was on a treatment plan and I was stable in my levels. I thought we were great. Then one day I woke up back in the hospital with the same problem again. Again, I had more clots. I can't just live everyday on a plan that may or may not be treating me correctly. I need a diagnosis. I need to know why. Doesn't everyone deserve to know why?