We Always Hurt the Ones We Love

No matter how I try not to I'm always upsetting my husband. I love him so much yet I can't seem to keep my mouth shut. Today I got home after a crappy day at work and can't for the life of me figure out what my husband spent $150.00 on at the grocery store. I'm not seeing anything I want to eat. I know I'm just being complicated and difficult. I wanna just sit in my chair and cry. I asked for fruit and he got fruit but he got citrus and I was thinking apples or pears. I asked for lunches and he got me 5 of the same kind of pizza and it's not even my favorite brand or type. I only ate them the last time cause I bought them for him and he wasn't happy with them. Nothing is right. I know it's me and I should have been more specific or something. I hate myself when I upset him like this. I love him. He did get me this really cool fridge magnet and a fuze. I hate myself.